If only it were that easy

I'm going to compile a list of things that I hoped, in the waaaayyy back of my head, (though I knew probably wouldn't be) would be a miracle cure (in no particular order).

1. Dropping my bad influence friends. (good idea, though).
   
2. Moving away. (where you are is where you are).
   
3. Self-help books (very helpful, but no cure).
   
4. Therapy (though it is helping, it's no miracle cure).
5. Meds (made me 10x crazier and 100x more disoriented).
6. Doing lots of drugs (see above reason).
7. Pretending to be ok (makes you more weird).
   
8. Mental hospital (they don't care about you).
   
9. Being 110% honest about what you're going through to the people trying to help you (doesn't make the problems go away)
10. Trying to make people understand what you're going through (they don't care).